Hi my name is Nathaniel I am 23. I have always been a big guy I have a 2 year old daughter and I am terrified that my life choices will cause me not to be the father I would love to be for her. Right now I weigh 370 lbs and it is at a point that I am disgusted with myself. I am not sure how to get the motivation I need to keep up with a diet and exercise plan. Iv started several times and I will lose the drive and I guess I'm just asking for any advice…